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Finally some good news!

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 9, 2009, 10:43 PM

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Hello my dears and darklings

Yes...Finally after weeks, I'm sure you all want to hear some good news! It's not really super spectacular but it's a start. hehe

I got a job! I haven't started yet though. I'll be doing corn detasseling. Picking the tops of corn and walking through a dry hot field or soaking wet in the morning, then it's like freezing cold. Yeah it sucks big time! My saving had completely dried up by now and I have like nothing left so I'm thankful to have this because it's better than nothing at all. I've done it before so at least I'm experienced and I know what I'll be dealing with.

I was hoping too, after this corn detasseling season ends, which will be in August I think, the tomato seaon starts at this canning factory in the same town as the corn company. At the canning factory, they make canned tomatoes, soups, ketchup and different vegtable products. I was hired there to work before as well but unfortunately I couldn't at that time because I had fractured a bone in my finger and said I wouldn't be able to work. They said they would probabaly call me too but I will put in my resume and be sure, hopefully if i can't work there, i'll find something else and all goes well.

My parents are on vacation right now from work for a week. Tomorrow morning we are going to Niagra Falls to stay at a nice hotel. It has a pool too. Mom said that, long time ago that Marilyn Monroe stayed at this hotel. Mom found a deal on this hotel through some website! Niagra Falls is very beautiful and there is many shops and musuems and rides and things to see and do. I'm really happy and excited to go. It's finally a real break from everything.

I know I have been incredibly lazy with updating and creating art but I really hope soon that I will feel some inspiration and things come to me again. There has been so many people whom I wish to really thank because they have talked to me and been with me to help through some of these really rough times. I'm still not over everything but knowing there is people who help and care, I can heal and feel better about things each day that goes by.

Also soon I will hope to feature the deviant of the month when I get back. I know it's late now, I even missed last months so I may do 2 feature newsletters for 2 deviants so it won't just last for the month. hehe. I'll try to be creating something new again soon too.

Wow this is a really long journal but I guess I needed to update! I'm happy everything is still supporting me right now, reading my journals, and faving and commenting my art. It means a lot. I know some of you never comment but I get your favs and I know your there. Thank you so much!

I gotta submit some stuff to my clubs too. It's been so long

Love,
Scott

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Mood: Sweet
Listening to: The air conditioner beside me.. cold!
Playing: Deal or no Deal!
Drinking: Iced Tea

Subscription about to end

Tue Jun 30, 2009, 12:32 PM

Hi everyone!

My subscription will be ending soon, I'm not sure when I'll be getting a new one. I haven't created any new artworks since my break up and too be honest, I still don't feel like creating anything at the moment. Althought I have one work that is about half finished, I've been taking my time on it. I'm really not happy with it so I'm not sure if I will even finish it.

Things right now are not good, I dont have a job. I don't have anything. I'm calling an old place I worked to hopefully get a job but so far I can't get an answer when I call. Maybe things will get better or maybe a little worse yet but I'm sure everything will work out in the end. Thanks everyone for their kind and caring support. It really means a lot!

I started to really listen to AFI a lot lately. I love them! I really love the songs, Miss Murder, Summer Shudder, The Interview and Love like Winter also The Killing Lights and 37mm.

Get the CD if ya don't have it or download them.

Scott

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Mood: dA Love
Listening to: AFI - The Interview

I'm sorry to everyone

Fri Jun 12, 2009, 8:57 AM

I wanted to say sorry. Some people left me some bad comments about how I reacted over what happened and I know what I did was wrong. I got really upset and that's what I decided to do. I did want to take a break for a bit still anyways and it's been a week and nothing has changed so I'm trying my best to do the things that can make me smile and make me a little happy. Every day is a new day and things happen for a reason.

I decided to upload all my art back again. I'm still upset over things still taking my time around dA. I honestly don't know how much art I will be creating or stuff I'm doing because of everything that has gone on. I don't feel much like creating at the moment but I know soon I will. Creating art has kind of become sorta like a therapy for me in a sense. I create when I'm happy, sad, angry whatever and I can focus my feelings into it. I know it wasn't right to say I quit and I should be focusing on my art still even if bad things happen around me because creating art definately helps me feel better and a little recovered.

I did read everyone's comment and I'm sorry I didn't reply to everyone. However I'm doing my best to keep on rollin, keep creating and keep moving! Thanks for all your support. Everyone helped me come back to my senses and for that I really appriciate everything and everyone's kind support and also those ones who are just dead honest to me. haha thanks!

My subscription is ending soon and I'm not sure when I'll be getting a new one so I wanted to do some little features today! I finally caught up with my deviations since I'm on my friend's connection!

Love,

Scott

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Mood: dA Love

It's really over - The end

Tue Jun 9, 2009, 11:11 AM

I'm done here. For good. I don't want to come back this time. I have nothing here worth keeping, worth continuing, only bad memories. I'm not an artist, I'm just an average Canadian guy. I have no special talents or abilities.

Alice has broken up with me. She doesn't love me anymore. I've tried my best to say sorry and fix myself and the situation but she doesn't want to listen or even try to fix this. She had decided to leave me for good, so there is nothing I can say or do to fix it now. I can't try no more. I'm out of tears crying for the last week now.

I had spent over $400 dollars on pictures printed out from what we had taken in Italy. I have some big pictures of us hanging in my room and her pictures all over my mirror and now nothing... I'm simply dead now.

Alice was my life and now my life is gone..
Farewell to everyone.

Scott

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Mood: Tearful

New artwork not showing!

Journal Entry: Wed May 27, 2009, 4:41 PM

Hey everyone

There seems to be a problem with deviantArt or maybe it's just me but I just recently uploaded a new picture and for some strange and unknown reason it isn't appearing in my gallery.. If anyone know anything let me know. Here is the new work, maybe I can get the thumbnail to work for you. I hope you will like it.

COPYRIGHT NOTICE
_{All my artwork is under international copywrite laws 2006-2008© Scott Callow. You may not use or redistribute my art for any kind of public work. If you would like a print or copy of one of my art works, please let me know: srcallow@hotmail.com}