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Journal Entry: Mon Dec 7, 2009, 11:26 AM

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Hello everyone!

These last few days it has finally started to snow. Today it is snowing but there is not much staying on the ground, it's melting hehe. It's very beautiful outside right now! Once there is enough snow on the ground I think I'll be taking lots of pictures with my camera. I think I'll take my doggy, Heidi and take pics of her playing in the snow too. I'm excited for all the snow! There is supposed to be a blizzard comming soon, I can't wait! lol

Thank you all for everyone's support. My artwork 'last of the wilds' hit 2,000 favourties! I was completely shocked. This is the best I've ever donw and it is now the most popular in my gallery! Thank you all so much!

Also I was thinking of making a series of tutorials, eye colour changing, with highlights, hair tutorials and how to use brushes, how to highlight and give texture to the hair and eyes ect. I'm also thinking about creating tutorials on how to create backgrounds, blend skies and water or snow and finally a complete photomanipulation at the end of the series to show everything together as one complete work. I made a poll so everyone could vote one what they'd like or need to learn. I hope maybe this will be helpful. Let me know what you think.

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Mood: Joy
Listening to: Within Temptation - Frozen

Symphonie . Symphony

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 11:18 PM

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Sag mir was ist bloß um uns geschehn
Du scheinst mir auf einmal völlig fremd zu sein
Warum geht's mir nich mehr gut
Wenn ich in deinen Armen liege
Ist es egal geworden was mit uns passiert

Wo willst du hin ich kann dich kaum noch sehn
Unsre Eitelkeit stellt sich uns in den Weg
Wollten wir nicht alles wagen
Haben wir uns vielleicht verraten
Ich hab geglaubt wir könnten echt alles ertragen

Symphonie
Und jetzt wird es still um uns
Denn wir steh'n hier im Regen
Haben uns nichts mehr zu geben
Und es ist besser wenn du gehst

Denn es ist Zeit
Sich ein zu gestehn dass es nicht geht
Es gibt nichts mehr zu reden
Denn wenn es regnet
Ist es besser aufzugeben

Und es verdichtet sich die Stille über uns
Ich versteh nich ein Wort mehr aus deinem Mund
Haben wir zu viel versucht
Warum konnten wir's nich ahnen
Es wird nich leicht sein das alles einzusehn

Symphonie
Und jetzt wird es still um uns
Denn wir steh'n hier im Regen
Haben uns nicht's mehr zu geben
Und es ist besser wenn du gehst

Irgendwo sind wir gescheitert
Und so wie's ist so geht's nich weiter
Denn das Ende ist schon lang geschrieben
Und das war unsre

Symphonie
Und jetzt wird es still um uns
Denn wir steh'n hier im Regen
Haben uns nicht's mehr zu geben
Und es ist besser wenn du gehst

Denn es ist Zeit
Sich ein zu gestehn dass es nich geht
Es gibt nicht's mehr zu reden
Denn wenn's nur regnet
Ist es besser aufzugeben

Silbermond - Symphonie

Alternatively you may listen to this same song in English by Sarah Brightman and it is equally as beautiful as the German, Silbermond version of the song.

I don't know what I'm supposed to say
When now suddenly you feel so far away
And you're not prepared to talk
And if you're now afraid to listen
Then I don't want to do this anymore

Oh I don't know which way that I should turn
Seems the more we love
The more we have to learn
And I keep staring into space
Like it somehow has the answer
So don't let the music end
Oh my darling

[Chorus:]
Symphony
It's gone quiet around us now
How I wish you would hold me
And that you never told me
That it's better if you leave
Look at the sun
We're starting to lose all of the light
Where we once burnt so brightly
Tell me we might be
Throwing it away

Well you don't know what you've got
Until it's gone
But then nothing ever hurt like holding on
I am scared and unprepared
And I feel like I am falling
So can you tell me
Where did we go wrong?

[Repeat chorus]

If everything is broken
Then it's better that we give up
And remember how we once had
Something beautiful

Sarah Brightman - Symphony

The sun is shining down upon my face, I can feel it's warmth. I feel hapiness fill my heart once again. I have found my strength, faith and confidence once again. May my old footsteps be washed away by the wind and rain and the sun brighten the pathway ahead of me. If I am like a bird, my wings are healing now and soon I can fly, across the ocean, over the mountains and over the clouds and I will feel so free! hehe I've been so incredibly happy lately! It feels wonderful! I will not let anything or anyone pull me down anymore. I am unique and I feel I deserve to be happy for at least one moment in my life because I am still young, wild and free!

Thank you all so much for all the support. You all are so wonderful and dear to me! My latest artwork has done incredibly well and it was very unexpected that you all would give me so much support and attention on it. I cannot thank you all enough. Much love to all my family, friends and fans both outside and here in deviantArt, Thank you so much!!!

Love
Scott

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Mood: Bliss
Listening to: Silbermond . Sarah Brightman

Lifeless heart

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 5, 2009, 1:26 AM

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Lifeless heart

The memories of my past have all but seemingly faded to dust.
November winds blow against my face, the leaves rustle amongst my feet.
I've wondered so much, why I've become so empty and I see nothing.
I see the coloured leaves and autumn decorations. I see people laughing and having fun.
Where did all the beauty go? Why did everything just seem to disappear?

A darkened pathway into the forest seems to be leading to no where.
Tree branches stretch over top of the sky, like arms trapping me in all it's shadows.
This foggy, haunting atmosphere has blinding my path and I am so lost within.
I can no longer hear your voice anymore. Everything seems so far away.
Am I too lost to be saved? Where is your love when I need it?

Cold wet droplets fall from the sky, splashing and beating like a symphony of sadness
tears fill my eyes, then gently streaming down my face like the rain.
My body feels weak and I feel like I'm dying with every breath escaping me.
I don't know what I've become. I don't even know who I am.
There once was a day it all seemed to make sense. Why am I so confused?

On the freezing, moist ground I lay motionless and almost dead.
All these once so very beautiful things have turned into a frightening nightmare.
I have lost all I have and all that I own. I have absoloutely nothing now.
There is no turning back now. There is no light at the end of this tunnel.
I only wish it all would just end..

-written by Scott Callow

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Mood: Tearful
Listening to: Evanescence - Breathe no More

I'm sick =(

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 1, 2009, 1:57 PM

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heyyy everyone!

The party was great, for what I can remember of it at least lol.. I got pretty drunk lol...I hung out with my friends for the next couple days after. I saw the new SAW movie.. it was pretty gruesome but awesome like always hehe... but last night I felt so sick. I suddenly got a real bad sore throat, stuffed nose and headaches.

I started to feel a fever.. I was resting under like 6 blankets.. I felt freezing cold but my skin was hot like fire to touch. I took some Tylenol medication and it broke my fever and now i started feeling better, althrough my throat feels sore still and my body feels very weak. I'm slowly feeling a little better, having some tea and sucking on some cough candies hehe

Then as I was about to come home, I accedently smashed and scratched the one side of the car door and now the passenger side door won't open and its all scratched up.. I didn't mean to. I feel so bad. I guess next time I need to pay more attention and try to focus. I was feeling sick and still a little tired but it was an accident.

So I guess other than this everything is ok. I had lots of fun! Now I am just resting myself and trying to get better. I hope everyone had a very happy halloween and a nice weekend.

Also please check out my friend, Andrea Garcia's artwork! ~andygoth666 Her gallery is beautiful and filled with such deep, heartfel emotions. I really love her artworks.

Love

Scott

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_{All my artwork is under international copywrite laws 2006-2008© Scott Callow. You may not use or redistribute my art for any kind of public work. If you would like a print or copy of one of my art works, please let me know: srcallow@hotmail.com}

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Mood: Horror
Listening to: Nightwish - last of the wilds

love that never ends.

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 27, 2009, 12:26 AM

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this is a poem I wrote tonight. It's quite long but I need somewhere to express my feelings and let them out and I try to very much in my poetry and especially in my art. I don't really consider myself a poet because I'm not very good, however I do try and I really do appriciate those who enjoy them. Anyways right now my heart is broken and this poem speaks from my heart to what I believe love really is. My heart has been broken bad twice and I hope that one day I can learn and grow stronger from all my mistakes and find one true meaningful love that I can keep forever.

love that never ends.

How did it all start? I can't even remember..
love fell so fast, my heart was spinning in circles for you
..and all that time, I felt like I knew you my entire life.

Our love, it seemed like there was no boundaries.
no mountain, no valley and no ocean and no possible thing,
could ever come between us...
..and in that day we met, everything was beautiful and I felt
so much peace and harmony with you.

Now it all just seems a memory, faded away in the wind.
This is not what I wanted, this was not how it was supposed to end.
was it me who always starts the fight? Tell me what the fuck I've done wrong?
You stand there and watch my world crash and fall apart.
Why did it have to be this way?

My heart feels like it is smashed into a million pieces.
It bleeds and cries out for you but you are no where to be found.
I am left alone to pick up all the pieces again and you don't even care.
I cannot run anymore, I cannot even stand. I just wonder when it all will end.

I'm not a perfect person but I know what love is.
..it was a kind of love which I never wanted to leave and let go.
no other man or soul in the entire world could have loved you more than me.
I gave you my heart and everything I had and you pushed it away.
There's nothing left for me now, only to accept that it's over.

My world now seems so dark and full of shadows.
..I fall to the floor and let all my sorrow take over, the tears seem never ending.
and I feel my hands tremble and my body shaking like cold chill.
I feel like my heart has completely stopped and I'm lying struggling to breathe.

Maybe someday I can forget your face and your sweet, adorable voice.
..and maybe someday I can forget all the bad times and rough moments..
but I can never forget this love I had and shared with you.
somewhere deep in my body, heart and soul lies a special place for you.

Finally when my last tear has hit the floor, I'll find the strength again to stand up.
I'll open the door and watch the rain stop falling and the sun will come out.
Time will step into the sunlight and let it embrace me, I'll take a deep breath..
and let it all out and I know I'll find myself and love again someday...