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just me again..
lately, I've become kinda depressed and a bit sad, I'm not really complaining, just venting a bit. Some friends of mine are not whom they seemed to be like years ago and I guess people change and sometimes you have to leave certain people to better yourself. I'm not going to stand to be used or treated like crap anymore. I've grown out of the high-school drama class shit and head games people try to put me through. I seemed to have lost friends and lost contact with many people these last couple years whom I thought were close friends or cared but I guess in the end, didn't. I sometimes wish I could rewind time but then again, I would just be in the same mess as I was before, so thank god that's over with.
my job is not going as well as I had hoped. I am laid off again these last two weeks, hoping for a call back soon. I would like to save some money again. Also I am hoping to maybe meet someone new and find love again. I'm getting a bit older now and I really would like to find someone and settle down and maybe start a family but I don't know... someday maybe. I should try going to college for photography or graphic design maybe and see how that goes... I'm not sure.
lately, I've become kinda depressed and a bit sad, I'm not really complaining, just venting a bit. Some friends of mine are not whom they seemed to be like years ago and I guess people change and sometimes you have to leave certain people to better yourself. I'm not going to stand to be used or treated like crap anymore. I've grown out of the high-school drama class shit and head games people try to put me through. I seemed to have lost friends and lost contact with many people these last couple years whom I thought were close friends or cared but I guess in the end, didn't. I sometimes wish I could rewind time but then again, I would just be in the same mess as I was before, so thank god that's over with.
my job is not going as well as I had hoped. I am laid off again these last two weeks, hoping for a call back soon. I would like to save some money again. Also I am hoping to maybe meet someone new and find love again. I'm getting a bit older now and I really would like to find someone and settle down and maybe start a family but I don't know... someday maybe. I should try going to college for photography or graphic design maybe and see how that goes... I'm not sure.
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looking to expand my art talent and host events in which some of my private prints would be for sale. none of my works are available for book covers. If you would like a print or have me work for you please contact me.
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Hello Everyone!
It's been a while since I've written anything here but what the heck, I figured I should say hello after being away for so long. With a little bit of motivation and inspiration I'm starting a new work! After being so depressed and sad for so long, i think it's time to reflect on my life and make some bright new changes!
I'm not sure how many will actually read this or not but if you are one of the few that do and would like to see the new work in progress, feel free to send me a note or message me on Facebook. My twitter account is currently a work in progress right now too lol Ok with that said, I hope to catch you all very
what's up deviantArt?!
Hello everyone! :aww:
Yes I am still here.. lol. I'm not online very often anymore but I do log in occassionally to check my messages and view some art. My birthday has passed and im now 29! i feel so old. lol... I'm a bit dissapointed on DevArt, many of the models I used to use for my art no longer post photos, or they are not very active anymore. Lots of people getting married, having children and working all the time so there is not much time for art and stock photos I guess. lol I'm quite busy also. I feel like all i do is work...
So anyways, i hope you like the new artwork. Hopefully I can create again soon, although no promises or any
new artworks! ^.^
I am a bit more active as of recently. I've uploaded some works that I have been procrastinating to upload so finally they are here.
My absence from deviantArt is simply because.. I don't want to make excuses why I am not creating but things haven't been so well. I lost interest in my art. The supports and friends I worked with before, most of them no longer even speak with me. Many of my messages go unanswered or even viewed. Plus the ongoing drama and popularity contest at deviantArt made me take the break haha.. but as you all know I am still an artist, I have been drawing and doing art since I was very young.. Art comes from the heart, f
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Hi...
I just wanted to tell you that I know exactly how you feel...
When you lose someone you thought will always be here, when a very close friend becomes a stranger, you miss that person, you miss who you were with them... But as all things, this too will pass and you will find freedom and peace soon enough. Just trust yourself, for youself are the only person who will never fail you. [Think of people as pencils - while they help you make beautiful art together, you live in love an harmony. When they fail, it is best to find new ones. That's what I am trying to do, that's how you don't get hurt...]
I understand you, and I sympathize with you most deeply. I see you are a fragile person and you deserve all the love and care of the world, and I am glad you got away from people who do you wrong [you don't need to take that]...
It is better to be alone than with people who make you feel alone. Trust me, I would know this....
p.s: No matter what some people do to you, there will always be someone who will 'wipe away all of your tears and fight away all of your fears'. (: You have the magic power to touch the depth of our hearts with your sincere art, which is beyond beautiful... You are never really alone, no matter what you think or how hard people try to discourage you. Don't let them get to you [if they left- they never even deserved to be in your heart]....
And hey, If you ever want to honestly talk to someone who will never ever tell anyone anything, and will do their best to advise and encourage you, I am here and I will stay here...
And I wish you all the best
I just wanted to tell you that I know exactly how you feel...
When you lose someone you thought will always be here, when a very close friend becomes a stranger, you miss that person, you miss who you were with them... But as all things, this too will pass and you will find freedom and peace soon enough. Just trust yourself, for youself are the only person who will never fail you. [Think of people as pencils - while they help you make beautiful art together, you live in love an harmony. When they fail, it is best to find new ones. That's what I am trying to do, that's how you don't get hurt...]
I understand you, and I sympathize with you most deeply. I see you are a fragile person and you deserve all the love and care of the world, and I am glad you got away from people who do you wrong [you don't need to take that]...
It is better to be alone than with people who make you feel alone. Trust me, I would know this....
p.s: No matter what some people do to you, there will always be someone who will 'wipe away all of your tears and fight away all of your fears'. (: You have the magic power to touch the depth of our hearts with your sincere art, which is beyond beautiful... You are never really alone, no matter what you think or how hard people try to discourage you. Don't let them get to you [if they left- they never even deserved to be in your heart]....
And hey, If you ever want to honestly talk to someone who will never ever tell anyone anything, and will do their best to advise and encourage you, I am here and I will stay here...
And I wish you all the best